Just received my verdict for my offence..
Its a $200 fine and six demerit points of my 24points.
Its an expensive fine but I guessed i m reali lucky enough to receive only this much..
I believed I could be worse off if the worst happens..

Still coping with phobia in driving along smaller roads, especially when theres lots of jaywalkers..

I just need some TIME to recover.

Nevertheless, I would like to highlight on this:
- Please be responsible for your own life.
- If you want to die, pls look for elsewhere to do it.
- Never assume that drivers can see u, or have seen u

Just this evening earlier on, I saw an Indian old man crossing e road. He was so irresponsible!!
There were 5 lanes on the road and its a cross junction. lots of cars are turning left into that road.
The old man knew cars were coming, but he just stood there in the middle of the road! I believed the drivers must have been cursing and swearing on that old man. After a while, he continued strolling and stop in the middle of a lane when cars were approaching.. I was so afraid the old man getting hit.. Almost heart attack!! Finally he managed to cross to the other side safely.

Sometimes, I even have pedestrian esp older men crossing junctions - jaywaking without even looking out for themselves yet.

Haiz.. What can I say??